I think i concern too much on those small little things. It might seems so ridiculous and hilarious in the others' eyes. But i just couldn't stop taking it all into my mind and my heart.

In their mind, it looks as if I am trying to make things big. Maybe our exposure isn't the same since young. Maybe i am brought up in a different family background that is overprotective. Maybe i am really too dependent on people. Therefore, my mindset is fucking different and weird from the others.

I just don't know how to say it. AH, yeah you guys might think i am exaggerating right? You guys have not been experiencing that thing la.

Seeing each other everyday, able to afford coming out till late night. Able to do what you want, but i am not you. Don't overestimate my tolerance?

well, compare yourself to me la. Put yourself in my shoes. If i were to ask you to leave your gf/bf for holly 2 months, nah now you start thinking it is torturing. -_-

ah anyway just venting. I don't know what's in my mind seriously. But i like what Theng told me today.

Let you go, I emo. Make you stay, I guilty. FUCK OUR LIVES. ### END!